hi

OH YA

i've deleted my warcraft 3 = deleted dota and i feel so VERY liberated from the claws of satan:D haha all of you addicted,i advise you to do the same..trust me..you'll never feel happier..if not,just pull the plug and hide it for a month..after that,you'll see you dont need the computer to survive:D

lots of <3,
till the nexxt post(only God knows when),
nat:D

HIE

hi:)

Putting God First

alright,time to bust it,to see if it were real or not..i beg for God's forgiveness,but i shall now put to test,the common belief where if you put God first,everything would fall in place..undoubtly i am still only human,and not to err would be impossible..but as they say,to err is human,but to forgive,divine..i will not be able to completely put God first,try as hard as i may,but i hope his grace will still be around and forgive me..

i'm sick of having to plan every part of my life..i'm sick of always being so uncertain..God is asking me to hand over my concerns,and put him first,i have tried,but i have also ignored many times..maybe that's why everything seems so kafkaesque,so confusing,so frustratingly uncertain..

i shall put it to the test..God first,we'll see if everything falls into place..i pray to God again to forgive me for my lack of faith..i hate this uncertainty..i'm desperate..

right i shall try and formulate random thoughts and compile them into a post..

gymed with seah today..as usual,with one push of his finger,he lifted 90000000000KG with ease..with one hand,he lifted 9000000000000000000000000000000000000000000KG..i dont want to go into how much he'll lift with two hands..and not to mention,it was just his warm up sets..

i'm pretty puzzled..i've been working out for quite some time,but have never gained weight..its quite weird..considering i have upped my resistance for almost all my stations..

i have restarted my maple acc :S haha..boredom and SOMEONE'S influence drove me to restart it lol..BUT..i'm losing my life in front of this screen..i shall have to rid my addiction to computer games..

for an example,when i'm done with one game at 9pm,i decide to waste my life by starting another game which ends at 1030..then another which ends at 12 or so..in other words,i gotta start making better use of my life..

its pretty scary to know that i've been on the computer since 4pm..then again, i was supposed to be baking..but instead i went on to play dota..zzz..this has gotta stop..ok nvm..tmr i have work..so that'll keep me busy from 5pm-10pm..no idea what to do before though..zz..everyone's too lazy to go out!

man i miss zhiwen..gone for a month to australia for a training camp..nvm i'll be seeing him at CHOL..my hair is becoming very annoying..it always tries to jump into my ear..and disturb the chemistry inside..i will need a hair-setter..then it wont m,ove around so much..right i'm rambling on again..ok..i've a goal..

for the wholeof next week,after 930pm,i shall cease any activities on the computer,and i think i shall find my life a whole lot worth living for..i'm becoming depressed,sitting in front of the computer..even this blog restricts myself from expressing myself openly for fear of certain content being revealed to the world..

i guess having a best friend still is the best..thansks man..for being there..here's to you..if you read my blog..

goodnight people..i shall strive to be asleep by 11pm every night from now on..

UP TO THE ARSENAL

just a quickie guys..Arsenal has once again trounced Man u's ass by owning them 2-0 till 90 minute where they scored a consolation goal..nice try..LOSERS:O but i gotta admit i like Man U more then i like tottenham spurs though..mangy dogs..

UP THE ARSENAL

ok..first post in ages..

hi guys..ita been a long time since i last signed into blogger:X

hmmm..much has happened..nothing so significant that it stands out as significant from all the significant events that have happened so far..my hair is very long..keeps poking my eye and tickling my ear extremely irritating but i for once in my life would like to see how i'll look with ridiculously long hair,so i shant cut my hair..just yet..

i burnt my hand again..on the griller..in FFT(food for thought - for all of you that dont know,i'm working there now..yes its best known as david heng's cafe..but he has since left already..)..AGAIN..it hurts you know..its was set a 200 degrees celcius and i cooked my skin almost instantly..hmmm ok i think i can paint a visual picture..remember the latest batman movie?yea..2 face?my wrist looks like his burnt half of his face..except iots not that wide an area..about the size of a 50c coin..

tonight..clash of the titans..'cept one is a weakened titan..Arsenal versus Manure(man utd)..i'm hoping for a shock win,cos i really dont see arsenal seen as favourites..even i have lost some faith in our currently depleted squad..my starting 11..of whom some are jokes..

1. almunia
2. sagna(doubtful because of injury)
3. toure
4. silvestre(though i wish wenger would deploy him as a DM or CB)
5. clichy
6. nasri
7. song
8. fabregas
9. walcott
10. vela
11. bendtner

sigh..this is terrible..just 1 season ago,we would have had lehman..at least he was germany's no. 1 keeper..almunia is some joke who cant even get into 3rd place pecking order for spain..last season we would have flamini and hleb..OH FOR HLEB i beg again..he was my favourite player..the best ball retention ability in the whole of the EPL..trickier then ronaldo but just not as fast..if only rosicky wasnt so injury prone..and if we still had henry..oh for henry again..sigh..what an idiot he was to move to barca where he is a right winger..not even a left where he cut in and score with his right foot..

this would be my all time starting 11 for arsenal

1. seaman
2. tony adams
3. wnterburn
4. ashley cole
5. gallas
6. pires!
7. VIERA
8. fabregas
9. reyes
10. the lengendary dennis bergkamp - no one beats him..no one..
11. king henry

oh wells i gtg and prepare for yf already..lets hope this blog would stay on!:D

i really hope arsenal wins..

Sorry ibob..

sorry bob..about this --> "please pardon the terrible english,but we all know that ibob doesnt have the strongest command of the english language in the world:O lol..but that's true isnt it?"

i've not entered my blog since the day i posted my previous post and i didnt proof read that one either as i was in a rush..so i didnt realise that my words were that obnoxious:/ sorry:/ i didnt mean it that way..i was trying to make a joke..but a terrible and poor one it is..i didnt think that it would sound so bad only until i read it today then i realised that i was belittling you..sorry for the arrow:( seriously..i didnt mean to sound like such an asshole..

but i wont remove it in case people think i'm apologising for nothing..but if you want me to,tell me i'll immediately edit it out..

sorry bob:/

learnt new song:D

YAYYYYYY!:o

woohoo guys..i've learnt to play empty apartment!by yellowcard!i'll post the song later(uh,not me,but them playing)i've learnt the acoustic version..and the solos..the violin part as well:DDD heh..can i boast?it took me less then 24 hours to learn the whole song:O

lol..ibob was telling me it is wrong,wrong,WRONG to learn it for the babes,but i was telling him,"it is a must to earn exrta babe points!":O so he agreed,but stuck to his point that it's only the plus of learning music..the main thing,he said was to "learn it because musik is teh musik"..lol..

to sum up what he was trying to illustrate,here's the quote:

"you learning it for teh(the) babe ?lol liddat(like that) cannot dey..if wan(want)[to] do for babe can,but,its(it's) the bonus..babes are the bonus..the main thing is to make music..cos(because) if like dat(that[that is the case,]),fi(if)[the] world no more babes then no more musik(music)."

please pardon the terrible english,but we all know that ibob doesnt have the strongest command of the english language in the world:O lol..but that's true isnt it?

anyway guys here's the vid of yellowcard<3> there isnt the 3 part harmonising thingo at the end..but the other vids that has,the quality doesnt seem to be as good..many you can harmonise the song for yourself:O enjoy!:D its teh yellowkard<3



anyway,i'm determined to get view from heaven and one year six months learnt after this..after that,maybe gifts and curses..

haha but no,if you're wondering whether i'm really doing this for "teh babes"..i wanted to learn because,upon observing all pro bands e.g. YC,BLG,WTK,AAR etc all their frontmen and vocalist all plays an instrument when they sing,or at least they can play a guitar,off the stage pretty well,if not while on the stage..

and upon observing myself,an epiphany hit me:O lol..i cant play ANY of the songs that THC are doing..as a result,i've decided to spur myself to greater heights,to learn how to play all,if not most of the songs THC will be and can do..

here's gonna be the check list for the self-taught acoustic lessons(in no particular order):

check yes,if not,check no:O

1. check yes, juliet (check,no)
2. thunder (check,yes)
3. view from heaven (check,yes)
4. one year six months (check,no)
5. empty apartment (check,yes)
6. how i go (check,no)
7. gifts and curses (check,no)
8. shadows and regrets (check,no)
9. rough draft (check,no)
10. ocean avenue (check,no)
11. only one (check,no)
12. dear bobbie (check,yes)
13. memory (check,no)
14. move along (check,no)
15. the great escape (check,no)
16. five minutes to midnight (check,no)
17. hero/heroine (check,no)
18. over you (check,no)
19. far away (check,no)
20. wherever you go (check,no)

the target time i'm giving myself for these 20 songs are,uh,oh hist i forgot one important detail..i wont have a guitar after returning jerry's guitar this week DDDDDDDDDD: :'(:'(:'( wah shit la..i'm feeling sad now..that means i cant learn these songs anymore..not at the optimum potential anyway..currently,my own acoustic's as good as spoilt..i've lost one of the the pins..and they dont sell them seperately..so that would mean i cant restring my guitar = no more lst string = no more guitar..

and i've not money to buy a new guitar..and even if i do,i would want to get a very good one..like a timothy or a taylor..but since i dont have that money,i'd get a takamine D series,the middle one,but i dont even have THAT money..*sigh* oh dear..i was gonna say by the end of next month,i'll get at least 15 of those songs etched onto my mind..looks like its no more possible now..probably i'll give myself till the end of this year to learn 10 of them with my dad's uh 1000 year old classical:'( oh wells..

oh yes did i forget to mention i bought a new pair of spectacles?yea it's the army type..whole thing black,glossy black,and the lousiest lens they had to offer..for 45 bucks..it's to serve as my spare one when i get my swissflex back..if i can ever find it,that is..at first,i thought i'll look very geeky in them,but after putting it on and wearing it for a few hours,it doesnt seem all that bad anymore..lol..anyway,you'll see me when you do..haha..

youtubing

hey guys!lately i've been rather bored,so i've decided to surf youtube..i started off trying to watch saw trailers,but i couldnt get any decent scenes..so i started onto a link which led to a vid about this girl attacked by a demon or sth,apparently..well i watched the first 20 secs of the vid and was freaked out..like crazy..there was a part where someone metamorphasized into a walking cat..you know like those egyptian gods..oh well i'm not typing anymore..my shit nearly did come out:/

so i immediately typed the keyword "funny"..and i've been watching ever since..well..the theme for the day was animals,so i've gotten 2 vids,one of cats,and the other of a dog..both are very funny..though the dog video requires a more sophisticated eye for poems:O lol..but it's good..the cat vid is just really entertaining and funny!!:DDD lol yea just watch them both..i doubt you'll regret..




the more entertaining cat vid!:D




the doggy vid!:D

UP TO THE ARSENAL!

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hey baby..check this one out..credits to fcfootball.com..go there for all your goal highlights..

ARSENAL 6 - 0 Sheffield United

UP TO THE GUNNERS!gunner for life:D

p.s. pity neither ManUre,Liverpill nor Cheski have a youth team this talented and complete..

JIAYOU ALL THOSE MUGGING FOR EOYS!:D

no. i'm not going to continue on that crap for shit story posted above my post..its retarded..amazingly stupid..astronomically out-of-this-world uncouth..i have removed it as you all can see..it's a disgrace to the world of stories and imagination..i cant believe it..after years of producing respectable writings,i go and dish out this shit on my blog..no. i'm going to write a proper story in my spare time..not some ridiculous parody of snoopy..my apologies to peanuts..i've mocked them..

sometimes,i miss writing essays and compos and stories so much that i just wished i could go on to jc,just to write more essays..crazy,you may say,but its the love for creativity and artistic liberty of the english language that makes me yearn for a piece of paper and a pen and a question to debate about,or just simply to air my views..yes i think pink elephants do exist..just paint them..ok sry..random thought..

lots of you out there may not know this,but i have started onto many futile story writing efforts that have drained me over the years..i never know just what to write..i have incomplete works on fantasy,things like LOTR,or eragon..i've tried genres such as romance,horror,others which i cant remember..all of which(well most of them anyway)started off pretty well,till i burnt out..i still have my stories somewhere..on an e-folder or written in some forgotten sheet of foolscap paper..

i just feel like writing..feel like venting out all the artistic flairs that i've caged up for so long..the dam cant hold my creative juices any longer,and i'm either gonna fortify my dam,or start on a new story..i prefer the latter..my injured foot seems to be better,and i shall do some light jogging tomorrow..maybe just 6 or 7 kilometers:O anyway,ive decided to train up for the next half marathon that should come..

currently,i've just started to up a little in form for my stamina..after months of not running frequently,my first trip to bukit timah hill got me wheezing..now its more or less better,but still i need more training..i've only began serious training about 2 weeks ago?not bad..for someone out for so long like me,i'm proud to say i just recorded a 1hour 9 mins run for 14km..a PB:D most probably cos i've not done 14km before anyway:P hmmm..but that's wayyyyyy off the record for the army half marathon..the record(for singaporeans) is held by sss's track coach mr.elangoven..he's good..i've seen him train a few times..he's dam good..he's always first in recent races anyway..oh well..his timing's 1hour16mins..a far cry from mine..however,i've taken to heart that i've only started training 2 weeks ago and i've got months more to train up?

i'for next year's run,i'd be happy if i just hit 1hour 50mins for the half marathon..oh well..here's my goal/aim:

2009's AHM,1hour 40 mins.
2010's AHM, 1 hour 30mins
2011's AHM, 1 hour 22 mins
2012's AHM, break the record

hmm..3-4 years to do it should be ok..i'll be closing into my prime at 20 in 2012 anyway..not to mention i'd probably have 1 year's worth of army training under my belt in 2011..lets hope it helps..hmmm as for 10 km i cant seem to find the rcord for it..anyone knows?oh well..maybe i'll just try to hit the 43 minute mark in 10km:P

right i'm tired..nights:D

JIAYOU ALL THOSE MUGGING FOR EOYS/Os/As/ANYOTHEREXAM!:D

PRAYING FOR YOU ALL!=D DONT GIVE UP!!

i'm feeling depressed..as of yesterday,i had loads,simply loads of stuff to blog about..however,ever since that stupid piece of chicken froze up in my fridge,and those crap for shit cookies screwed up my taste buds,i've been feeling down..

oh well this just sucks..hmmm guys,those of you who do want to go to chiangmai,please please PLEASE do give me the envelope with your particulars and the money LATEST by this sunday..as for the gardeners,there's a combined this saturday..i'll be there:)uh and if you really cant make it for yf cos you really cant make it,call me - 81801551,and i'll head over to gardens on sunday just for you ok?just for you:O

this afternoon we headed over to long johns for lunch and had the ramadan meal-4-4..it was pretty worth it..5 bucks each and you have a piece of fish,chicken and shrimp each..and fries,coleslow and the rather distasteful cherryade..have a feeling its cos nobody liked cherryade thats why they decided to give it away free xP

after that we headed to popular where jasmine wanted to get something..apparetly she didnt get anything but we somehow managed to stay there for like 20 mins just browsing through books and contemplating whether or not we should get a "where's wally?" book..haha..i love the "where's wally?" series..spent many a childhood hour searching for him in a thousand man page..

after that we went to funland lol..we had a game of daytona(thanks zac for the treat)..LOL..jasmine was playing cheat..she used BOTH her turbo AND maxx speed..lol..and she still didnt get first..same for me anyway LOLOL..i got 3rd..at the final 2 secs,i turboed my way through and accidentally crashed into zac at 470 mph and he flew over jasmine LOL and she got second LUL..but if i didnt crashed I wouldve gotten the 1st or at least 2nd:/ LOL but it was worth seeing jasmine's face when this shadow went over her car at the lst second and landing in front of her the very moment the time was up and the HUGE number "2nd place!well done!" blared at her in the screen LOLOLOL..

after that zac need coins so he decided to play a shooting game..virtual cop 3 or 4 or sth..LOL..we started with "simple" - the EASIEST stage..then we started the game..it was not our fault really..actually,not my fault lol..the first mission of the game,the very FIRST mission was to shoot some plastic bombs before they exploded but me damned laser connection with that damned machine was spolit and when i pointed right it shot left and when i pointed left it shot the other machines LOL..i think i ka-jiaoed a few other games near me haha..anyway,i couldnt shoot where i pointed,and in the end,in the first mission,we FAILED LOLOLOLOL...the very FIRST mission HAHA..roflmao..it was hilarious..we were so confident of clearing the easiest stage before heading to lvl 2 but LOL we lost..anyway,i think the machine was so screwed up,that they decided to let us advance to the next part of lvl 1 lol..we died in the 3rd part of lvl 1 LOL..and there supposed to be at least 8 more stages or sth HAHAHA..

so we left,blaming the machine..rahter i had the right and zac didnt..he just had a very bad sense of aiming..next time in army will become clerk:O or truck driver..we headed back to church,where jas and mel departed from us and me and zac headed to one of the small rooms where we chilled with a couple of books and death cab for cutie..never heard them before..thin ice is breaking or sth was superb..well we talked about stuff and then we left awhile later..and i just walked around j8 feeling extremely depressed wishing i could have another round of vitual cop with zac..

i just got home and further surprised myself with the lack of enthusiasm for watching 2fast2furious - a show i was craving to watch but just didnt have time..well i just felt so damn sian i didnt even know what to do..i dunno what to do now,after blogging..oh well..hopefully this shit ttm feeling would pass..

contacts killing my eyes damn it..everything sucks..damn..

hey hi,again.

oh wells..its pretty late..and i dont want to blog with so little time left..i want to sleep early..i shall leave a shikai post for tomorrow..or maybe sunday..

anyway,my leg hurts..on clutches:( dunno what happened..sharp pain just exploded in my foot..and by golly it hurts as much as a rottweiler nipping your ass..oh well..i'm baking tomorrow!!woo!finally..after years of baking..and if memory serves me right,i remotely recall my cookies tasted good..ASK MY SISTER!she's the living testimony(though who knows if she's still alive in NZ:O LOL touchwood:P)

sigh..i'm sad..the hello conspiracy has decided(not really us..but gray i think)they wanted a band name change which doesnt really make sense..THC was good enough and "standfall" and "city lights burn" just dont make sense..ibob says "The Hello Conspiracy" makes no sense,but i beg to differ..it was because of the meaning behind the name that i decided to side "THC" above the other nonsensical names that were brought up..but i guess we'll talk through it proper when we meet up..and jean AND linping must be present..they are the supposed BMs anyway(band managers)..

ok i think i'd better stop if not i wont if i continue on blogging..more tmr or the day after folks!=D

p.s. its good to be back:)

ARGH thou be gone ye blasphemous virus of my computer!may ye burn in hellfire and brimstone and shall ye never see again the rays of heaven's light!

ARGH darn this virus..zzz..slowing down my whole computer by 4230568356985739605 times..i cpoy and paste something from the internet?i count to five,1,2,3,4,5..then the cursor finally turns into the sand timer..and then another 10 seconds before it rotates one round..at the end of it all,its pretty much a minute before i see something appearing on microsoft word or sth..guys this is bad..THIS IS BAD!!

yesterday,i went to KTM to try out the apparently famous laksa(from malaysia)..well,i stll must say,singaporean's laksa still taste better..status quo for EVERYTHING ELSE:o while the laksa was pretty much disappointing,the nasi goreng kampung made up for it:D it was really delicious..mmmm..

the gig at riot! was a pretty worrying one..just 5 days before the gig,i came down with a terrific sore throat..zzz..it was horrible..i seriously didnt know how i was gonna do it..3 days prior to riot!,i went for rehearsal..hoo boy,i was croacking after my warm up..and it was ONLY my warmup!!i was alarmed..cleary alarmed..i tried to activate all defense systems in my body,but immediately,a warning sign flashed before my eyes!reading,"we cant handle!we cant handle!we cant handle!we cant handle!we cant handle!we cant handle!we cant handle!"

i tried plan B,spamming water,and it seemed to help,until i open my mouth to do the first note of the song,and a lovely squeak sneaked out..horrified,i clamped my hand over my mouth,only to find that i clamped too hard,and my nose got a little bent..pulling out my nose,i realised that,it was the end of rehearsals that day..no more..it would be suicide..instantly,the throat sent a message to the hand,and the hand patted me on the back,leaving behind i neurotransmittable note, which mr.brain snatched up and read,"thanks old boy!now you go and head over to the computers and i'll take a snooze..take care!signed,mr.throat"

after realising that plan B wasnt gonna help much now,i resigned to my apparent fate..and used the computer..

2 days later,at riot!,pan C resurfaced..jean had just bought me bought me strepsils(thanks jean!:D) and then i shoved all down my throat (yeayea)..it helped..i think..but i wasnt taking chances..the next day,teh day,i bought a 1L bot. of waterchestnut and sugarcane drink and gurgled it down..then came the sound check..i opened my mouth to give an intro,and i croaked:/ i hastily brushed it aside and cleared my throat,which led to a whole new series of coughs..sigh..well,we got it done,and i was dam flat during check yes's bridge D:

then kelly came up to me after the sound check and asked me if i wanted green tea,"cos it helps!*smiles*" she then offered to help me get a bottle..so sweet of her:) thanks kelly!if you're reading this post:D anyway,i declined,saying i was gonna buy a bottle of waterchestnut and sugarcane drink,which was,the love<3 color="#33ffff">nervous..i dunno why..it was a good thing i guess.if not i'd have probably forgotten some lines and screwed up..well,it went pretty smoothly and i did check yes juliet without much a hitch though i suspected i was still sounding a little flat..ocean avenue was pretty ok as well..then came our closing song - only one..it was really the only song i wasnt too sure of myself that day cos it is a tiring song especially at the last part where i scream "you are my ONLY ONEONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" i did the whole song,which i honestl surprised i didnt go flat at any part..until the bankai part..

i did the first perfectly..but at the 2nd,i was feeling the strain on my already sore throat..the 3rd,i was going flat - i could FEEL it..on the fourth,i was contemplating whether or not i should just shut up and let bob and gray do the harmonising part..however,i remembered the lyrics of the chorus"scream my lungs out,and try to get to you"and decided not to,and i bankaied and i screamed......
















it was exactly like that..after i did the scream,my mind went blank..and i found that i had almost gone onto my knees in the effort of doing the last part..pretty kua zang,but yea when i opened my eyes,i realised that the guitars were just fading out..i actually lost all memory of the last part..it was as if something else had taken over and did the last scream for me..i dunno,but i the feeling was pretty amazing..i quote roald dahl "it was like flying on a bathtub with silver wings through the skies...."well,for a closing word to the audience,i almost croaked again..lol..but i hurriedly changed gear and evaded the croak..darn..i coughed once in front of the audience though..was hoping i wouldnt need to..

well..i'm done with this post..